ick.

there is so much stuff in my life right now that is just..."ick." i can think of no better way to describe it.
it's just so fitting. 

the semester is, thankfully, coming to a close tomorrow. i only have one class right now, but i'm just so over school. and this month long break before the spring semester is much needed.
i know i sound like such a pansy, seeing as there are so many of you out there who are super bogged down with school work. but, it's just how i'm feeling, and i can't even help it! so silly, i know. 

i've been going through a sort of a "rough-patch" with my mom. 
(the relationship between mother and daughter is such an interesting thing to me...)
we've just been butting-heads a lot lately, and i'm really tired of it. we go through these little ruts occasionally, and i'm just ready for this one to be over. i don't even understand why they happen.
yesterday, josh told me that i'm kind of a jerk to my mom. and that really made me so mad.
i don't mean to be disrespectful, but she kinda is to me at times like these, too. 
i love my mom, obviously. but i think that sometimes, as children, we get the blame for the problems...all of them. and i just don't think that's fair.
this has been a really big struggle for me. 

things have just been kind of weird and down the past few days. 
i really hate it, especially in light of the holiday season and all.

reading everyone's wonderful, insightful, inspiring blog posts has definitely kept me perked up, though! so, keep them coming, ladies. :)
i need to get some work done in my bedroom. wish me luck. it's a disaster area. :(
oh, and also, i may have some exciting news soon.
but, i'm not getting my hopes up yet...if i do, you girls will be the first to hear about it!
 
 

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[chelseybell.]

i definitely know how you feel with EVERYTHING, even the mom stuff! it's tough, but it gets better!